I have been single and actively mingling for a very long time. Like, a decade or extra. And through the years, I have been in a position to determine a particular pattern in my relationship life: the man I have been seeing will break issues off, often as a result of he is "not prepared for a relationship" or "simply in search of one thing informal." After which, seemingly within the blink of a watch, he'll find yourself in a dedicated relationship with any person else.

As soon as the sample emerged, it turned not possible to un-see. It is nearly as if I have been working some form of ending college for eligible bachelors, attending to know them and permitting myself to get emotionally invested when I'm in actual fact, for all intents and functions, one final pitstop earlier than they journey off into the sundown with their precise soulmate.

In different phrases, I am a foster boyfriend.