• Justin Bieber used an episode of his new YouTube collection, Justin Bieber: Seasons to open up about his previous with drug abuse, and why he is gotten clear.
• "I made a decision to cease as a result of... I used to be like, dying," he mentioned. "My safety had been coming into the room at evening to examine my pulse.
• Bieber's new album, Adjustments, is out on February 14, and Seasons is streaming on YouTube Premium.

It is shaping as much as be an enormous 2020 for Justin Bieber, who shouldn't be solely gearing as much as launch Adjustments, his first album since 2015, but additionally within the technique of releasing a documentary collection about himself titled Justin Bieber: Seasons. Every episode of the collection hones in on a unique matter, and the newest episode (the fifth, titled "The Darkish Season") seems at Bieber's previous drug use.

"My safety had been coming into the room at evening to examine my pulse," he says at one level, describing a very low second. "Individuals do not understand how critical it obtained. It was legit crazy-scary."

As MTV Information particulars, the episode options Bieber discussing his historical past with drug use, which innocuously sufficient started with smoking weed at age 12 or 13, although he ultimately turned "dependent" on it. Finally, he obtained into more durable substances, like prescription tablets and ingesting lean (usually made up of a cough syrup and Sprite combine).

"It was simply an escape for me," Bieber mentioned. "I used to be younger, like everyone within the business, or on the earth, who experiment. However my expertise was in entrance of cameras and I had a unique stage of publicity. I had some huge cash and lots of issues, so then you might have all these individuals round me hanging on and wanting stuff from me, understanding I used to be dwelling this life-style that additionally they wished to stay."

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Followers may additionally do not forget that Bieber went by a collection of arrests and points within the public eye attributable to his unruly conduct and substance abuse. Finally, for each his personal sake and to rehabilitate his picture, he determined that he wanted to finish that lifestyle. "I made a decision to cease as a result of... I used to be like, dying," he mentioned. "My safety had been coming into the room at evening to examine my pulse. Individuals do not understand how critical it obtained. It was legit crazy-scary."